Please

He is my soul my love my heart my friend my uncle my hero...
Ya Allah, please save him. This time.please.. i really want to see him next month..
sudah beli tiket pun.. Tinggal datang ja lagii.. :(
Tolong la jangan ambil orang tersayang saya..
He is everything to me..
im going crazy right now..
:'( 

On 15th November 1990

1. 

i was born !
Im the one and only child..i must be lucky.

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2. 

This lady is  Princess Irina Pavlovna Paley.She was the daughter of Grand Duke Paul Alexandrovich of Russia and his second wife Olga Valerianovna Paley. (i was the daughter of second wife too). Irina was died on 15th November 1990.

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3.

This man is Gideon Hausner. He was an Israel jurist and politician. Died on 15th November 1990.

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4.

This guy is Kanata Hongo. He is a Japanese Actor and Model.. Born on 15th November 1990.

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5.

Alydar is an American Race Horse who was famous for finishing a close to Affirmedin (another race horse) all three races of the Triple Crown of Thoroughbred Racing, a feat NOT achived before or repeated since! 

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6.

Her name is Laci J Mailey. She is an actress and was born on 15th November 1990.. (beautiful but looked older than her age.. just saying.. )

there is a lot of people out there who was born and died on 15th November 1990.. What can i do..

i cant go travelling the world to find each one of them .. :)

Bukan lagi Budak Sekolah?

ya! saya bukan lagi budak sekolah.. betul tu..hari ni genap 7 bulan 12 hari aku bergelar pekerja! Dulu time masih sekolah, x sabar-sabar untuk masuk kolej/U.. Universiti, bukan U-turn!
Bila masuk Politeknik, x sabar pula mau melangkah ke alam bekerja.. Sekarang?? Rasanya mau balik jaman-jaman sekolah pun ada.. Best! Panjat pagar! lawan cigu! langgar peraturan sekolah!
Macam sekolah tu aku yang punya. bukan lagi my dad punya, but MINE! lol..
Dulu, kononya mau kerja sebab mau cari duit sendiri.. Mau tanggung diri sendiri.. Sebab bapak selalu merungut aku kuat makan duit.. hehe.. Perempuan.. mmg hobi sejak jaman sekolah lagi shopping.. naaa.. who to blame??
okay! ini entry bukan untuk menyalahkan sesiapa.. Alhamdulillah. aku suda faham sedikit sebanyak pasal hidup.. Dulu selalu salahkan bapa jak sebab hidup aku jadi begini..Rupa-rupanya, semua ni rancangan Yg di-atas tu.. ekk.. Allah S.W.T.. :)
Semua yang jadi ni, ada hikmahnya.. dan tengoklah saya sekarang.. uiseh.. :P
Aku jadi seorang anak yang boleh tolong ibu dalam usia yang semuda ini.. Pak uda pernah cakap, waktu aku masuk penjara dulu.. uppsss.. ..
Pak Uda cakap, 'Biarlah kalau kita tidak jadi orang penting dalam negara pun, biarlah bukan jutawan, biarlah bukan engineer mahupun engin air, yang paling penting adalah kita jadi orang yang berbakti kepada orang tua kita, terutama ibu.. Cukup lah dengan hanya buat ibu gembira , pasti hidup sejahtera' dan aku akan ingat sampai hari ni..' :) Terima Kasih Pak Uda!
dan Insyallah, rezeki jatuh melimpah2 kerana ibu.. Semua ni berkat dari Doa ibu.. (walaupun aku x ikut cakap Tuhan.. hehe.. bukan x mau.. cuma... cumaa... emm)
Okay! sebenarnya, aku sudah jauh menyimpang.. Entry ni bukan pasal kesedaran islamiah aku ni.. tapi pasal
"BUKAN LAGI BUDAK SEKOLAH"
kenapa aku pilih nama blog ni??
entah.. mungkin sebab aku selalu terfikir, aku bukan lagi budak sekolah.. tapi masih jiwa-jiwa budak sekolah lagi.. emmm
Adakah saya tidak cukup matang lagi?? atau pun saya takut untuk menjadi lebih matang?? ataupun saya dilayan seperti kanak2 menjadikan saya rasa seperti masih bersekolah??
Ya! salah satu daripadanya..

1. tadi pagi , sesampainya beta di ofis, beta dikejutkan dengan 2 kotak kecik Koko Crunch di atas meja beta..
Ha?? siapakah gerangannya yang cuba memperolok-olokkan beta?? hehe.. C Mr.Yap pula tu yang bagi.. See!! aku terasa cam budak2..akibat daripada perut yang bergendang-gendang, 2 kotak tu aku habiskan sendiri.. ngeh3x..

2. Sampai sekarang, ibu hari2 call.. Bangun pagi, aku x perlukan alarm macam wanita bekerjaya yang lain..
Ibu akan call untuk bangunkan aku dari tidur.. Terima kasih ibu.

3. Setiap kali aku jalan.. Ibu mesti pesan, hati-hati melintas jalan.. Hp jangan letak atas meja time makan.. :)

4. My Boss selalu usap2 kepala aku dan dia selalu cakap 'macam budak2 lagi' terasa mcm anak dia pun ada.. lol

dan.. adalah wajar kiranya beta sambung buat BQ.. OT sampai malam la ni.. :)

Where did i go right?

I'm always too late

I see the train leaving

I'm always laughing

When it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming

But somehow keep missing

So how did you get here

Something is wrong

Where did I go right

How did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me

And you found me

Where did I go right

How did I get you

I don't know how I did

But somehow now I do

I'm always driving

Forget where I'm going

Should have turned left

But I was singing some song

And I, I am arriving

As everyone's leaving

But there you are waiting

Something is wrong

Stranger

i dont know why am i hang on to something that i know its better off letting go..

Its just like im scared to lose what i really dont have.

Some say, we rather have something than nothing..

but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all..

and still, i just cant let it go..

Isn’t it amazing how a person who once was just a stranger, suddenly meant the world to you?