Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Just For You~~

i dedicate this song, just for you..



There you are alone 

With no hope of ever having something to be proud of
Something earned without begging 
Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me
Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?! 

Ball Tongue! 
-You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me 
Ball Tongue! 
-The rag I'm on, we are justified 
Ball Tongue! 
-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit 
Ball Tongue! 
-What have you done for me?! 



Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? 
Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? 
Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me 
Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?! 
Ball Tongue! 
-You have come to take from your buddy 
Ball Tongue! 
-You have never been so funky 
Ball Tongue! 
-The higgle got sick of me 
Ball Tongue! 
-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day 
Ball Tongue! 
-Your brother took it from me 
Ball Tongue! 
-Unidetified enemy 
Ball Tongue! 
Ball Tongue! 
-Come fucking back to save us and gave up 
Ball Tongue! 
-They've come to deliver me 
you were my brother, Where does our friendship end?
You were my brother, I'm not going to give in 



How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again



Ball Tongue! 
-They've driven right by my friends 
Ball Tongue! 
-They've taken the take above me 
Ball Tongue! 
-You're a psycho monkey 
Ball Tongue! 
-They've come to enslave me 
Ball Tongue! 
-They've jacken themselves onto me 
Ball Tongue! 
-Your fuck'n gangster signs 
Ball Tongue! 
-They've come not to save them, but they take 
Ball Tongue! 
-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me 



You're psychopaths [repeated]
Ball Tongue! 
-Berome's dead at the technodrome 
Ball Tongue! 
-You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? 
Ball Tongue! 
-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger 
Ball Tongue! 
-Can I die?! Can I die?! 
Ball Tongue! 
-And then, the man kept kick'n me 
Ball Tongue! 
-He gets him on, they're cool 
Ball Tongue! 
-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head 
Ball Tongue! 
-No more, he's rid of you. You're a Dyke!

Saturday, October 27, 2012

being emotional is the new me..
so whenever u fell like u dont know me anymore,
or u just fadeup and hates the way im react now..
STAY AWAY!
i didnt ask you! you! you! to stay
i never did!
so just go!
go! and never look back!
i dont need any of you to survive!
i didnt ask for sympathy!
so, just go

bodoh!
kau cakap memang senang!
saiz kasut kau mmg lebih besar dari aku!
tapi kau rasa kau lagi paham masalah aku!
kau memang bodoh!
cakap memang senang la bro, kau ank orang senang..
petik jari dapat itu, petik jari dapat ini!
bodoh la kau!

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Happy Holloween

Happy Holloween!!

hahahaha.
but
why
am
i
exited?


Monday, October 22, 2012

He divorce her


A long time ago, lived a family in village, near Sandakan.
the village is far from town and was full of Palm tree..
its the diligent father and an independent mother with their farm that raise all of their child..
nine in count!
Their was poor, but happy..
this story was about this one girl.. the 6th.. was born on 17th of May 1969..
she grown up, go to school, typing class(kind of funny but it was a long time ago)..

This family own a buffalo to working on their farm.
Unfortunate is always odourless,
the buffalo has been stolen!
Police report has been made! but this.. one man..
the police man, falling in love with this one fine girl who was very innocent..

That policeman is married but he was so greedy and she cant do anything!
he followed her everywhere and ask her to marry him..
what can she do?? She has boyfriend!
This policeman, he comes to her house EVERYDAY!
he keep asking how is the buffalo! have them found it yet?? no? well, his the police! and why did he comes and keep asking the same question?? it is his job to find it!

One day, he comes again.. but this time..his mother comes too..
this stupid mother loves her daughter-in law so much, that she didn't want this policeman to remarried.
This man was so brave! and standpoint!
he said he want it! and he must get it!
he lock himself in one room and he said to his mother!
that he wants to marry her! whatever it will takes..
no one know, at that time..it was lust or a true love..

the innocent girl decide that he want to marry her, then let her met the first wife and let it start peacefully.
so, they was married..
there is no celebration! no party! no picture! but just a simple feast..
there is so many test that has been given for them..
it was a hard situation when her mother-in law doesnt like her..
She used black magic once to persecute her!
She was an Evil Mother In Law!
she keep asking this man to divorce her, but his man refuse..
He once drive his car to ravine and told her mother, that if he have to divorce her, let death do them apart..

she pregnant at 20 years all.. his husband was waiting for a baby boy, strong and brave like him..
but she cant give him that.. it was a God plan..
everything happen for a reason..
so this little girl was born and being unwanted by her own father..
He doesn't like her! he even hate her!
so this poor little girl was raised by her grandmother and uncle..
the mother, for love.. stand by her husband faithfully..

There is a time, when this man takes his little girl lives with him..
but he just cant stand her, and he always keep on blame her for anything..
Beat her! body and soul.. and this little girl was a bad luck for his father...
this mother, she was so strong that she raise her child and step-daughter together
this man keep on shifty in front of her..
and when he was fooling around with some other bitch,
she, this woman! he support this family with her own money..
she even gave the first wife something to eat while their husband run from his responsibilities!!

there is so many things that she has been through all the way her marriage with him..
her own mother, the siblings.. they didn't even like this man..
He keep on hurt her..his hand! his feet! keep on reaching this woman and her child!
His reckless words pierce like a sword!
but for love.. this word 'stay' was exist..

until one day, he re-married for the third time and this time with a rich divorcee,
he said to his wives that he must to marry her to pay the debt..
and their married..
bad things keep on going..
sacrifices over sacrifices..

this innocent woman, she cant stay long enough..
so she back to her place..
continuing her live there, never been divorced but hanging..
He did sometimes called and crying..
and telling her how sad he is with this new wife.. but he just cant do anything about it..

year after year..
the stories about him divorce her spread like a disease to her..
He never said that to her, but how come everybody said that.
How can the whole village knew it but not her, herself..
Isn't it her life, that she's the one should know it in the first place?

so she text him,
if this is what his want,
if this is the best,
if this is what has been written by our creator,
if this is the end,
then end it like a man..

yesterday night, she receive and SMS. (-letter will comes probably soon..)
it say..

' I WILL RELEASE YOU WITH A DIVORCE'


and finally,
after all that has been through.. they are getting divorce..
on the 21.10.12 ,(usually it was his own remarkable day, because it was the same date that he first called police, now he make it unforgettable for her too...)

so now, she's going to MUIS with a broken heart..
and her daughter was crying while typing this..she's hoping to stay with her mother and hug her and say a nice beautiful words to her, being a shoulder that her mother can cry on..
but she just cant do it..because she cant even pull herself together from crying..

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Sister

i told i was ur sister..
i told u like me just like i did.. i do like u..
u r my sister.. well, at least once..

u have no idea how i feel inside..
when that guy is more important than me..
i didnt hate u.. i just dont want u to become his bitch..
come on!
respect! 

well sister, its ur choice..
i will never be ur real sister anyway..not even a good friend of u..
but i just want u to know..
i love u and i hate to see u cry over 1 guy..
u did it once..
and now why did u do the same mistake i've done

u can also block me from ur Facebook account ,
well, it is just social network.. we know that..
its ur choice.. no harm..
it just that..
im so disapointed in u
peace

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

lalalala

i was so happy today! well,u know my story..
i have a house once, my own room, my own bed.. and so on lah!! that was great,
but since me and father was not really in a good relation.. he took all that away from me..
i was sad back then,
bla bla bla..
now i have my own bed.. (i just brought it) :D
not my own house or room.. but i will..someday.. :)

and , and, and im so exited..so maybe i will upload soon my new set of furniture.. :P
byeee

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Kids nowadays

please, please, please . im begging u!
please write/type properly!

sakit kepala pun datang hari2..
mana tahan begini..
makan ubat pun tetap juga sakit..
macam mau mati ja menahan sakit kepala mcm ni..
mau muntah pun ada..
T_T

sudala sakit kepala bgini.. baca lagi tulisan2 yang mengeja pun susah ni
huh!
budak-budak skarang..
tolong lah tolong lah!
belajar bagus2..
'saya' bukan 'saia'
kalau mau list satu2 mmg byk..
bukin tambah sakit kepala lagi.. T_T


do u see what i see??

Thursday, October 11, 2012

My 1st Assignment

kasi sejuk dulu mata tinguk tumbuhan hijau tumbuh atas concrete ni~~
ok!
this is boring! assignment..
Terpaksa la juga buat kan..
tajuk dia
-THE TEST OF THE CEMENT FOR THE SOUNDNESS AND SETTING TIME-
okay~
mau copy internet ja ka atau pahamkan betul2??

boring ba ui!
suda la aku budu english! iskh!


mula2...
aku mau kasi tau! kau! kau! dan kau!

Sifat-sifat Fizikal Simen
1. Menetapkan Masa (Setting Time)
2. Kekukuhan (Soundness)
3.Kehalusan (Finess)
4.Kekuatan (Strength)

so, dalam Assignment ni, kena suru cerita pasal Ujian2 yang dibuat untuk menguji simen tu punya properties yg pertama dn kedua tu.. iaitu, 'setting time' dan 'soundness'
betul la ba tu kan?? huahuahua

okay!

Setting Time (Vicat Apparatus)
Penetapan masa simen dipengaruhi oleh beberapa perkara iaitu, kehalusan simen, nisbah air simen, kandungan kimia dan bahan tambah

k. Test dia ni, dibuat 2 kali..Initial dan Final..
mau video ka? mau ka? mau ka? huahuahua

Initial Test (Set Awal)

Final Test (Set Akhir)

Procedure Buku Teks mintapuji jg mau dilampirkan sini! ok

Procedure to determine initial and final setting time of cement
i) Prepare a cement paste by gauging the cement with 0.85 times the water required to give a paste of standard consistency.
ii) Start a stop-watch, the moment water is added to the cement.
iii) Fill the Vicat mould completely with the cement paste gauged as above, the mould resting on a non-porous plate and smooth off the surface of the paste making it level with the top of the mould. The cement block thus prepared in the mould is the test block.
A) INITIAL SETTING TIME
Place the test block under the rod bearing the needle. Lower the needle gently in order to make contact with the surface of the cement paste and release quickly, allowing it to penetrate the test block. Repeat the procedure till the needle fails to pierce the test block to a point 5.0 ± 0.5mm measured from the bottom of the mould.The time period elapsing between the time, water is added to the cement and the time, the needle fails to pierce the test block by 5.0 ± 0.5mm measured from the bottom of the mould, is the initial setting time.
B) FINAL SETTING TIME
Replace the above needle by the one with an annular attachment. The cement should be considered as finally set when, upon applying the needle gently to the surface of the test block, the needle makes an impression therein, while the attachment fails to do so. The period elapsing between the time, water is added to the cement and the time, the needle makes an impression on the surface of the test block, while the attachment fails to do so, is the final setting time.


Oky. bila masanya Set Awal dan Set Akhir ni dibuat??
Set Awal dibuat masa tu simen start2 atau mau2 suda keras..
Set Akhir pula dibuat masa tu simen sudah keras dimana dia boleh suda menampung beban yang sikit2 jak la.. jgn berat yang mati juga berat.. hehehe


ni lah alat yang di guna utk buat tu test..(lebih jelas dr video) -Vicat Apparatus

upps. sebenarnya test ni bukan guna Vicat Needles jak.. boleh juga guna Gilmore Needles, cuma Vicat lg bagus lah! dan selalu diguna!

Kawalan Suhu! itu penting!
haba yang dikaluarkan dalam proses pengisaran menyebabkan gypsium (CaSO4.2H2O) kehilangan air, membentuk bassanite (CaSO4.0.2-0.7H2O) atau y-anhydrate (CaSO4.~0.05H2O). Mineral yg kedua cpt larut, kira2 2% dr dlm simen diperlukan untuk mengawal penghidratan tricalcium aluminate hydration.
kalau lebih drpd jumlah tu terbentuk, ia boleh menyebabkan 
False Set !

copy ayt skema!
False Set -Loss of plasticity shortly after mixing – little heat
                - Due to hemihydrate (Plaster) in cement –hydrating to Gypsum
                - Workability restored by additional mixing
Flash Set - Rapid & early loss of workability – significant heat
                - Due to rapid reaction of aluminates – when insufficient sulfate present
                -Workability cannot be restored


jagan blur dulu! belum habis! huahuahuaauahaasuy

Soundness (Le Chatelier Apparatus)
Tujuan ujian ini adalah untuk memastikan konkrit yang telah siap tidak mengalami perubahan yang besar pada isipadunya kerana ini akan menyebabkan keretakan dan pengembangan yang tidak wajar dan akhirnya menyebabkan kehancuran konkrit!
eleh, ayat senang! untuk pastikan simen yang diguna tu teda ability untuk mengembang dan kembang dan kembang dan kembang lg...macam obesity la...

Kekukuhan simen ditentukan dgn mengunakan radas Le Chatelier yang terdiri daripada 'split cylinder' diperbuat dr tembaga atau logam(yg sesuai)!

ni cylinder di ats ni, 3mm diameter dan, tinggi pun 3mm ok! pemegang dia tu pula 165mm.

Procedure! (yang boring)
1. Acuan diletakkan diatas kaca2...
iskh.. malas bah.. kasi video la!


huahuahua.. bukan pemalas ni.. rajin suda ni. :P

oklah! oklah! anak sapa la tu, mau juga skema buku teks..copy jak la!

PROCEDURE 

i) The mould is placed on a glass sheet and it is filled with the cement paste formed by gauging cement with 0.78 times the water required to give a paste of standard consistency. 
ii) Then the mould is covered with another piece of glass sheet, a small weight is placed on its covering glass sheet and immediately the whole assembly is submerged in water at a temperature of 27 ± 2oC and kept it there for 24hrs. 
iii) The distance separating the indicator points to the nearest 0.5mm is measured (say d l ). 
iv) The mould is submerged again in water at the temperature prescribed above.The water is bought to boiling point in 25 to 30 minutes and it is boiled for 3hrs. 
v) Then  the mould is removed from the water, allowed to cool.The distance between the indicator points is measured (say d 2 ). 
vi) (d 2 – d l) represents the expansion of cement.


okay! sekarang cerita pasal, apa sebab simen tu x kukuh! (unsoundness)
1. Bila terdapat lebihan kapur dalam simen.
2. Bila simen x cukup kena bakar.
3. Tu kisaran x berapa mau halus atau percampuran bahan mentah yang tidak seragam.
4. Bila kandungan magnesium dalam simen tinggi, macam si apal
5. Ditto ditto calcium sulphate ditto ditto.. hahaha (biar aku ja paham)

Ujian ni mesti dibuat awal2 simen dibancuh dengan bahan2 lain..paham juga kan sama apa dia dibancuh..mestila aggregate dan bagai.. x kan juga milo atau nescafe atau nestum.. k

okay, sekarang! macamna untuk mencapai kekukuhan simen yang baik dan hensem mcam johnny depp??
begini!

1. Kandungan ibu mengandung magnesium dihadkan kpd 6% sahaja.. (bayi adalah lelaki.tahniah!)
2. kandungan calcium sulphate ditambah kpd clinker semasa mengisar untuk mengelak daripada flash set of cement . (budu, aku pn x paham)
3. Kuantiti gypsum dalam simen semasa pembuatan simen berbeza dr 3%-5% bergantung kpd kandungan C3A..


-__-'' apa la aku belajar ni

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

huh?

im a bit jelous..................................................................





i did????


how did i even jelous?? 
'its' not even mine  >_<

Monday, October 8, 2012

Useless Person called DAD

Its your beloved daughter who did that.. and im the only one who was wrong??
well, fuck you dad!
i have been abandon ..
i was so afraid of u before, it was a long time ago..
But im not anymore dad..

What have i done? What did i do wrong and you always put the blame on me..

EVERYTHING!
ever since i was born up until now! im always an enemy to you!
im always a loser! a bitch! an asshole!
WHY??
dont you know that i love u?? Even when u never did love me..
you know that how much it hurt me??
FUCK YOU DAD! fuck you!

i can live without u! i can survive without u! i dont need u!


and her! 

what did she know about me??
She never been in my place..
complaining about anything i have said.. 
My word! My act! 
Fuck you! 
You dont even know me!


Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Awkward

the moment  he said, he's no longer stay..
-i'm moving!-
the awkward feeling.. i just felt..



 well this is my Goodbye..