Forgive and Forget

should i forgive her?
for the times that she hide from me, for the moment that she promise to share with me but she didnt!
for the broken promises, for the tears i wasted on her?

should i forget it?
and pretend like nothing happen..
pretend that my best friend never throw me away from her life..
pretend that NOTHING ever cut my heart into pieces..

she said she was too shy to share..

am i too blind to see?
am i too cruel to judge?

maybe im not important..
maybe im nothing..

then why come now telling me about that 'MISS' thing??
and sorry for not telling me about everything??


well friend, i miss you a lot..
i was happy to see you..with your kids..
but,
im just disappointed..
that you ever throw me away..
:'(

HELLO

Playground school bell rings againRain clouds come to play againHas no one told you he's not breathing?Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk toHello
If I smile and don't believeSoon I know I'll wake from this dreamDon't try to fix me, I'm not brokenHello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hideDon't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleepingHello, im still here.all thets left of yesterday

~icha rindu pak alang~

PEOPLE=SHIT

YEAH! PEOPLE SHIT!

EVEN U!

EVEN ME!

EVEN HIM!

YEAH!

EVEN HIM! :(

I LOVE U JD!!

...

LIFE IS SHIT!

A PIECE OF SHIT..

I WISH I CAN QUIT MY JOB

AND EARN A LOT OF MONEY..

WITH DOING SOMETHING THAT I LIKE..

I WISH LIFE IS EASY

I WISH EVERYONE KNOW WHAT AM I SAYING

BECAUSE IM TOO TIRED TO EXPLAIN

EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I WANTED THEM TO KNOW

WELL FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!

I DONT EVEN NEED YOU!

SCREW YOU!

IM NOT A GOOD PERSON

NEITHER YOU!

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME,

THAT I CANT EVEN REMEMBER WHEN 

WE STARTED ACTING LIKE WE WERE HAPPY..

INSIDE WE BROKEN

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??