Forgive and Forget

should i forgive her?
for the times that she hide from me, for the moment that she promise to share with me but she didnt!
for the broken promises, for the tears i wasted on her?

should i forget it?
and pretend like nothing happen..
pretend that my best friend never throw me away from her life..
pretend that NOTHING ever cut my heart into pieces..

she said she was too shy to share..

am i too blind to see?
am i too cruel to judge?

maybe im not important..
maybe im nothing..

then why come now telling me about that 'MISS' thing??
and sorry for not telling me about everything??


well friend, i miss you a lot..
i was happy to see you..with your kids..
but,
im just disappointed..
that you ever throw me away..
:'(

HELLO

Playground school bell rings againRain clouds come to play againHas no one told you he's not breathing?Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk toHello
If I smile and don't believeSoon I know I'll wake from this dreamDon't try to fix me, I'm not brokenHello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hideDon't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleepingHello, im still here.all thets left of yesterday

~icha rindu pak alang~

PEOPLE=SHIT

YEAH! PEOPLE SHIT!

EVEN U!

EVEN ME!

EVEN HIM!

YEAH!

EVEN HIM! :(

I LOVE U JD!!

...

LIFE IS SHIT!

A PIECE OF SHIT..

I WISH I CAN QUIT MY JOB

AND EARN A LOT OF MONEY..

WITH DOING SOMETHING THAT I LIKE..

I WISH LIFE IS EASY

I WISH EVERYONE KNOW WHAT AM I SAYING

BECAUSE IM TOO TIRED TO EXPLAIN

EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I WANTED THEM TO KNOW

WELL FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!

I DONT EVEN NEED YOU!

SCREW YOU!

IM NOT A GOOD PERSON

NEITHER YOU!

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME,

THAT I CANT EVEN REMEMBER WHEN 

WE STARTED ACTING LIKE WE WERE HAPPY..

INSIDE WE BROKEN

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??

Just For You~~

i dedicate this song, just for you..

There you are alone 

With no hope of ever having something to be proud of

Something earned without begging 

Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me

Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?! 

Ball Tongue! 

-You got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me 

Ball Tongue! 

-The rag I'm on, we are justified 

Ball Tongue! 

-Congrats you just fucked up my make-up and shit 

Ball Tongue! 

-What have you done for me?! 

Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? 

Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? 

Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took time with me 

Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me?! 

Ball Tongue! 

-You have come to take from your buddy 

Ball Tongue! 

-You have never been so funky 

Ball Tongue! 

-The higgle got sick of me 

Ball Tongue! 

-Ahh, the dick is fine for the day 

Ball Tongue! 

-Your brother took it from me 

Ball Tongue! 

-Unidetified enemy 

Ball Tongue! 

Ball Tongue! 

-Come fucking back to save us and gave up 

Ball Tongue! 

-They've come to deliver me 

you were my brother, Where does our friendship end?

You were my brother, I'm not going to give in 

How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again

Ball Tongue! 

-They've driven right by my friends 

Ball Tongue! 

-They've taken the take above me 

Ball Tongue! 

-You're a psycho monkey 

Ball Tongue! 

-They've come to enslave me 

Ball Tongue! 

-They've jacken themselves onto me 

Ball Tongue! 

-Your fuck'n gangster signs 

Ball Tongue! 

-They've come not to save them, but they take 

Ball Tongue! 

-Fuck'n death to fuck'n me 

You're psychopaths [repeated]

Ball Tongue! 

-Berome's dead at the technodrome 

Ball Tongue! 

-You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? 

Ball Tongue! 

-It dosen't of the rhythm of the damn monger 

Ball Tongue! 

-Can I die?! Can I die?! 

Ball Tongue! 

-And then, the man kept kick'n me 

Ball Tongue! 

-He gets him on, they're cool 

Ball Tongue! 

-He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head 

Ball Tongue! 

-No more, he's rid of you. You're a Dyke!