Where did i go wrong?

Months ago im asking myself,
where did i do right? that u actually found me in the middle of crowd..

Now! right F-ing now!
im asking myself again,
What did i do wrong? that u actually leaving me back to this crowd, again..

Something is wrong, i dont know why.
This heart, a bit ache..                                 </3 
This nose, uncomfortable..                          >..<
This eyes, getting warm..                             0-0 
and i found that its hard to breath..            T_T

and yes, im still smiling..

i will hold on to this lullaby even when the music is gone..