What i hate the most

on people?
i hate HYPOCRITE..
i hate someone pretending to be someone else.
i hate someone afraid to show her/him self..
i hate pretending..

i hate UNPUNCTUAL
i hate people late....i hate waiting.
i hate being late..
i hate broken promises..
i hate changing plan all of sudden..

words?
i hate people LEAVE
i dont mind with changing but please just dont leave..
i hate bye bye..
i hate losing..

me?
i hate being NOMAD
i never had an everlasting childhood friend.
i never had a one real best friend.
i had a bunch of best friend..(for me it is not good, i cant afford jelously)
i just wanted to focus on one, but i cant just throw them away..

what i hate being nomad,
people keep asking me where im from..
how can i answer, i dont have an answer..
i believe i dont belong here..doesnt belong to the place i was born either..

i hate i dont have anything to be proud of, im hopeless..
i hate my past, how im taking everything for granted..people and things..all for granted.
i hate being this sick, it makes me feel like im the weakest..
i hate people asking me what to do..trust me i will never listen..
i hate crying, it hurts my eyes and head but i cant stop it..
i hate people i like, doesnt like me..

and the most of all.
i hate i miss the old me.. :(

im done