Lucky

Im a good actress..

I can play happy role, i can  smile while my heart is broken, i can pretend to be happy while inside im broken.

Maybe i was born to be an actress in my own drama..

This is how i do to survive in this cruel world.

Im a liar, i did it because i dont want to hurt anyone.

But im always hurt myself with that attitude..

Maybe im a dork, im a loser, i put note on my blackberry wallpaper,its writen

"iam lucky"

Why do i ever do that?

I dont need a hundred thousand words to heal my pain whenever im down.

I just need to read that two words to have my power back..

Yah! i have a power.. the power of love

It is an ability to make people laugh with my stupid joke.

I would rather be a clown just to make my beloved peoples happy..

Im hot tempered but im easy to forgive and forget.

Sometimes im regret it because some people just never learn to appreciate others.

I was so sad about how my life really goes on.

Im not a perfect person, Nobody is..

But at least, i was hoping for something Lucky to knock my door..

Im so tired of having this nightmare..of people taking others for granted..

Im not a good person, but at least i know, that everybody have a feeling and nobody deserve to be hurt..

When u look someone from her back and not into her eyes, you will never understand what her feel..